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Speech II: Sentencing |
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| Perhaps you think that I am braving you in what I am saying | Jowett's Notes |
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| now, as in what I said before about the tears and prayers. But | |||
| this is not so. I speak rather because I am convinced that I | The consciousness of innocence gives him confidence. | ||
| never intentionally wronged any one, although I cannot | |||
| convince you - the time has been too short; if there were a law | |||
| 37b | at Athens, as there is in other cities, that a capital cause should | ||
| not be decided in one day, then I believe that I should have | |||
| convinced you. But I cannot in a moment refute great | |||
| slanders; and, as I am convinced that I never wronged | |||
| another, I will assuredly not wrong myself. I will not say of | |||
| myself that I deserve any evil, or propose any penalty. Why | |||
| should I? Because I am afraid of the penalty of death which | |||
| Meletus proposes? When I do not know whether death is a | |||
| good or an evil, why should I propose a penalty which would | |||
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certainly be an evil? Shall | ||
| I say imprisonment? And | |||
| why should I live in prison, | |||
| 37c | and be the slave of the | ||
| magistrates of the year - | |||
| of the Eleven? Or shall the | |||
| penalty be a fine, and | |||
| imprisonment until the fine | |||
| is paid? There is the same objection. I should have to lie in | No alternative in his own judgment preferable to death. | ||
| prison, for money I havenone, and cannot pay. And if I say | |||
| exile (and this may possibly be the penalty which you will | |||
| affix), I must indeed be blinded by the love of life, if I am | |||
| so irrational as to expect that when you, who are my own | |||
| citizens, cannot endure my discourses and words, and have | |||
| 37d | found them so grievous and odious that you will have | ||
| no more of them, others are likely to endure me. No | |||
| indeed, men of Athens, that is not very likely. And what a | |||
| changing my place of exile, and always being driven out! For | |||
| life should I lead, at my age, wandering from city to city, ever | |||
| I am quite sure that wherever I go, there, as here, the young | |||
| men will flock to me; and if I drive them away, their elders will | |||
| 37e | drive me out at their request; and if I let them come, their | ||
| fathers and friends will drive me out for their sakes. | |||
| Some one will say: Yes, Socrates, but cannot you hold your | For wherever he goes he must speak out. | ||
| tongue, and then you may go into a foreign city, and no one | |||
| will interfere with you? Now I have great difficulty in making | |||
| you understand my answer to this. For if I tell you that to do | |||
| as you say would be a disobedience to the God, and therefore | |||
| that I cannot hold my tongue, you will not believe that I am | |||
| 38a | serious; and if I say again that daily to discourse about virtue, | ||
| and of those other things about which you hear me examining | |||
| myself and others, is the greatest good of man, and that the | |||
| unexamined life is not worth living, you are still less likely to | |||
| believe me. Yet I say what is true, although a thing of which it | |||
| is hard for me to persuade you. Also, I have never been | |||
| accustomed to think that I deserve to suffer any harm. Had I | |||
| money I might have estimated the offence at what I was able to | |||
| pay, and not have been much the worse. But I have none, and | |||
| 38b | therefore I must ask you to proportion the fine to my means. | ||
| Well, perhaps I could afford a mina, and therefore I propose | |||
| that penalty: Plato, Crito, Critobulus, and Apollodorus, my | |||
| friends here, bid me say thirty minae, and they will be the | |||
| sureties. Let thirty minae be the penalty; for which sum they | |||
| 38c | will be ample security to you. | ||
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