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Speech III: After the Trial |
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(14) To the Jurors Who Acquitted
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| Friends, who would have acquitted me, I would like also to | Jowett's Notes |
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| talk with you about the thing which has come to pass, while | |||
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the magistrates are | ||
| busy, and before I go | |||
| 40a | to the place at which | ||
| I must die. Stay then | |||
| a little, for we may as | |||
| well talk with one | |||
| another while there is | |||
| time. You are my friends, | |||
| and I should like to show | |||
| you the meaning of this | |||
| event which has happened to me. O my judges - for you I may | |||
| truly call judges - I should like to tell you of a wonderful | |||
| circumstance. Hitherto the divine faculty of which the internal oracle | He believes that what is happening to him will be good, because the internal oracle gives no sign of opposition. | ||
| is the source has constantly been in the habit of opposing me even | |||
| about trifles, I was going to make a slip or error in any matter; and | |||
| now as you see there has come upon me that which may be | |||
| 40b | thought, and is generally believed to be, the last and worst evil. But | ||
| the oracle made no sign of opposition, either when I was leaving | |||
| my house in the morning, or when I was on my way to the | |||
| court, or while I was speaking, at anything which I was going | |||
| to say; and yet I have often been stopped in the middle of a | |||
| speech, but now in nothing I either said or did touching the | |||
| matter in hand has the oracle opposed me. What do I take to | |||
| 40c | be the explanation of this silence? I will tell you. It is an | ||
| intimation that what has happened to me is a good, and that | |||
| those of us who think that death is an evil are in error. For the | |||
| customary sign would surely have opposed me had I been | |||
| going to evil and not to good. | |||
| Let us reflect in another way, and we shall see that there is | Death either a good or nothing: - a profound sleep. | ||
| great reason to hope that death is a good; for one of two | |||
| things - either death is a state of nothingness and utter | |||
| 40d | unconsciousness, or, as men say, there is a change and | ||
| migration of the soul from this world to another. Now if you | |||
| suppose that there is no consciousness, but a sleep like the | |||
| sleep of him who is undisturbed even by dreams, death will be | |||
| an unspeakable gain. For if a person were to select the night in | |||
| which his sleep was undisturbed even by dreams, and were to | |||
| compare with this the other days and nights of his life, and then | |||
| were to tell us how many days and nights he had passed in the | |||
| course of his life better and more pleasantly than this one, I | |||
| think that any man, I will not say a private man, but even the | |||
| 40e | great king will not find many such days or nights, when | ||
| compared with the others. Now if death be of such a nature, I | |||
| say that to die is gain; for eternity is then only a single night. | |||
| But if death is the journey to another place, and there, as men | |||
| say, all the dead abide, what good, O my friends and judges, | How blessed to have a just judgment passed on us; to converse with Homer and Hesiod; to see the heroes of Troy, and to continue the search after knowledge in another world! | ||
| can be greater than this? If indeed when the pilgrim arrives in | |||
| 41a | the world below, he is delivered from the professors of justice | ||
| in this world, and finds the true judges who are said to give no | |||
| judgment there, Minos and Rhadamanthus and Aeacus and | |||
| Triptolemus, and other sons of God who were righteous in | |||
| their own life, that pilgrimage will be worth making. What | |||
| would not a man give if he might converse with Orpheus and | |||
| Musaeus and Hesiod and Homer? Nay, if this be true, let me | |||
| die again and again. I myself, too, shall have a wonderful | |||
| 41b | interest in there meeting and conversing with Palamedes, and | ||
| Ajax the son of Telamon, and any other ancient hero who has | |||
| suffered death through an unjust judgment; and there will be | |||
| small pleasure, as I think, in comparing my own sufferings with | |||
| theirs. Above all, I shall then be able to continue my search | |||
| into true and false knowledge; as in this world, so also in the | |||
| next; and I shall find out who is wise, and who pretends to be | |||
| wise, and is not. What would not a m an give, O judges , to be | |||
| able to examine the leader of the great Trojan expedition; or | |||
| 41c | Odysseus or Sisyphus, or numberless others, men and women | ||
| too! What infinite delight would there be in conversing with | |||
| them and asking them questions! In another world they do not | |||
| put a man to death for asking questions: assuredly not. For | |||
| besides being happier than we are, they will be immortal, if | |||
| what is said is true. | |||
| Wherefore, O judges, be of good cheer about death, and | |||
| know of a certainty, that no evil can happen to a good man, | |||
| 41d | either in life or after death. He and his are not neglected by the | ||
| gods; nor has my own approaching end happened by mere | |||
| chance. But I see clearly that the time had arrived when it was | |||
| better for me to die and be released from trouble, wherefore | |||
| the oracle gave no sign. For which reason, also, I am not | |||
| angry with my condemners, or with my accusers; they have | |||
| done me no harm, although they did not mean to do me any | |||
| good; and for this I may gently blame them. | |||
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Still I have a favor to ask of them. When my sons are grown | Do to my sons and I have done to you. | |
| up, I would ask you, O my friends, to punish them; and I | |||
| would have you trouble them, as I have troubled you, if they | |||
| seem to care about riches, or anything, more than about | |||
| virtue; or if they pretend to be something when they are | |||
| really nothing, - then reprove them, as I have reproved you, | |||
| for not caring about that for which they ought to care, and | |||
| thinking that they are something when they are really. | |||
| 42a | nothing. And if you do this, both I and my sons will have | ||
| received justice at your hands. | |||
| The hour of departure has arrived, and we go our ways - I to | |||
| die, and you to live. Which is better God only knows. | |||
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